This is a tumblelog, kinda like a blog but with short-form, mixed-media posts with stuff I like. Scroll down a bit to start reading, or a bit more to read more about me.
Hello there my friends..
I’m sorry for not updating my tumblr for… months I think? I was busy with my school project, side projects, and busy fangirling too haha. Maybe some of you might think I’m crazy because I’m a fangirl, but yeah being one makes you happier, at least when you see your idol’s picture or just a little thoughts they share from their tweets.
Like I wrote in the title, I just want to express the little thought of mine in the midst of these crazy deadlines (yeah, I know I’m out of my mind).
Just a little thought we share, a little words we speak, can affect people around us. Maybe some of your friend have been waiting for your little smile, your parents long for a little chit-chat with you.. you never know that just simple little things you do can make things change.
Let’s spread those little happiness around. Change the world around us. :)
I know those words might be familiar. Cherish live and all we have, while we still have them.
Last night, I don’t know why, I dreamt that my mother was going to die. I don’t want to mention the details, it scared me. In the morning I woke up with fear and sadness. Fortunately I heard my mother’s voice from my room, and I feel better. At least it was just a dream.
I opened up my Twitter and shocked with the current tweets. I saw Taecyeon 2PM wrote “Hottests all around the world, pray for Junsu”. Junsu 2PM was out from hospital several days before, so I thought his injury suddenly got worse. Then I scrolled my phone, and discovered those saddening and shocking news. Junsu’s father passed away because of heart attack. Based on those news, the saddest thing is Junsu was not able to saw the last moments of his father’s life. As fans who lived outside Korea, we can’t do much, just send our condolences and pray, but I know how sad and hurt Junsu felt. I have lost my dear grandmother and I was at school when she passed away. So many things I want to say to her, I just want her to know I loved her, but I couldn’t say because she was gone already.
This event opened my eyes. I often disappoint my parents and disobeying them.. I’m afraid they would leave me someday. I’m not ready. I still need both of my parents. Nobody knows when God will take their lives away..
God, please bless all the parents in the world.. give them health and happiness.. and help me to make my parents happy. I don’t want my last moments with them filled with regret.
Cherish live while we still have it.
Pray for the deceased.. may they have peace and place in the God’s eternal kingdom.
So even if we’re apart, don’t forget..
I’m always by your side
- Hanarete itemo (2PM)
